The old man. :)

 I wrote this poem for my grand-father's birthday :)


You have always been so far away but always near my heart. .
My little hand in yours,
you are my protector and my guide.
Ludo is what we've always played
Winning or losing never mattered, it was the time we spent together.
It is the time that I miss, the memories,
the laughter and the grand relation we share.
I hope we relive these memories soon, as I miss how you care.
You are intelligent and funny,
and you also taught me how to play Rummy.
You've always been my hero, you've always been me
How much I love, and how much I care,
is too much to describe.
It's your birthday and I promise you today
that I will definitely make you proud one day.
You are the best Grand father in this world,
and I hope nothing ever tears us apart
. .because you have always been so far away, but always near my heart! <3 :)

Waiting For Forever.

 "And, she's so scared to get close to anyone because everyone that said 'I'll be there' left."


As I wake up in the middle of the night, I think about someone.
Someone, who exists. Someone, who is there for me.

I think about what happened the previous morning.
'Twas just another ordinary morning, but one thing was always special about each morning.
Whenever I woke up, I always found him staring at me with a smile which would startle me. And each time I would think it's just a good dream, I'd realize that it's reality and dreams do come true.
He gently gives me a peck on my cheek, all the hormonal reflex actions take place and I instantly blush.
He laughs at me and I giggle and blood-rush-blush again.

I've had bad experiences in life, and always scared to have complete faith and blind trust on someone.
But as they say, Never Give Up On Love - I believe it now.
He's someone on whom I have complete faith.

He stands up for me always, even if everyone's against me.

He gets me ice-cream at 12 midnight, when I'm not in a good mood.

He gets me flowers unexpectedly.
Whenever I talk rudely to him, he instantly understands that I don't actually mean to be rude and hugs me tight when I'm at my worst.
He bares me when I'm mad at him, he just smiles to melt my heart once again.
He shouts at me if I do something wrong.
When I cry, he doesn't cry with me. Instead, he just asks "Who?"
He thinks I look beautiful all the time, even when I'm having a running nose.
He gets drenched in the rain with me, dances with me and kisses me in the pouring rain.
He loves me for me, doesn't try to change me.
Respects me, opens the door for me, pulls the chair for me.
He looks me in the eye and tells me how much he loves me.

He's my soul-mate, my hero for life.
Everything starts from him and never ends.

Life is absolutely amazing, because he's my life and it's totally perfect just like him.

But then I come across a major problem. .
He exists, but I haven't seen him yet, haven't met him yet, don't know him yet.
I'm just too young for everything right now.
So here in the middle of the night, I close my eyes again and wait for someone to come
and take me away in disguise. :)

"Right now, someone you haven't met is out there wondering what it would be like to meet someone like you."

- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pDR_ldGke6A&ob=av3e - <3

Smile.

Your smile makes my world go round
your smile brings me back to ground.
your smile makes me wanna smile
your smile makes me wanna cry.
your smile is the best that I've ever seen
your smile is something for which I'm always keen.
your smile takes me to another world
your smile shouts in my head aloud.
your smile builds me up
your smile breaks me down.
your smile shines like a star
your smile fades away like a dust bar.
your smile makes everything right
your smile now tears me apart.
your smile has gone away
your smile still lingers here.
your smile still makes me smile
your smile is almost suicidal.
I still love your smile,
but it kills me a little on the inside.
My heart cannot beat without your smile,
so I miss you and your smile.
But your smile still makes my heart sing
and brightens my day.
Your smile is what I live for,
cheers to your smile.

The Dead Pain.

 This was something I wrote last year. I really like it for some reason, I don't know. Posting it again here :

Days, months, years pass by

I still remember how I went through the pain, the sweet pain.

But I don't feel it anymore,

it's just a memory now

which has now faded away.

There's someone, still someone

who is watching me

and catching me when I fall.

When I lose myself,

when I lose all the control,

there's someone who gives me all the love.

Oh someone is there, someone is here.

Oh someone has killed the pain

It doesn't hurt no more

and I feel a lot more .

I believe God sent his favourite angel for me

who makes me smile all the time

and will hold on to me through miles and miles. . . :-)

Back! :)

Okay, so my gmail got hacked. And my Youtube, Blogger, FormSpring. .everything used to work through google. But err, some people just can't get enough of 'hacking'
Anyway, no comments on that.
Made a new blog now.
Happy Reading :)